Opinionated much?

i know ^ a very unusual post title coming from me. generally my titles are a lot more random. Who knows i might talk about nothing related to this at all. ^.^

Random. i’ve been called that loads of times in life. and you know what? i don’t mind. i like being random. makes life more interesting. and i’m pretty sure i’ve talked about this before so i’ll skip that.

went out for lunch with some of my classmates today. only girls though cause some of them refused to come if there were guys. Go figure. and then those girls didn’t even show up, so we were just 5 girls, out for lunch. It was fun, though the whole deciding where to eat part was tricky. everyone has different tastes. at times like these i miss eating out with my family, we have similar tastes and love the same things so there is never any problem when it comes to eating out.

*phew* finally project submission is done! 4 days of continuous roaming around and begging people to make a circuit for us. and finally we did it. the viva went quite actually. Not that any one cares i’m sure.

Hmm, what else? i don’t think there’s been anything much going on right now. something might be coming up but i don’t wanna jinx it.

Oh yeah, the title comes from something i observed today. people can be so opinionated at times. *sigh* somehow it all comes to pereption. how we perceive the other person could be totally different from how that person really is.

You get this today – Song of the moment – cause my cousin and i were discussing it just a few hours back.

Well I’ll choose this life I’ve taken, never mind the friends I’m making
And I get a little shaken, because I live my life like this
And well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in

Tags: honey this mirror isn't big enough for the two of us, life, my chemical romance, opinions, random

I want a Time Capsule.

But cause i can’t have one, i have WordPress.

the thing is that these days i kind of only post when there’s something important that happened during the day or maybe something that i don’t wanna forget. So in a way, WordPress is my time capsule. and i’m not complaining.

Today was the last practical exam. and i”m not sad. yeah yeah, i know i spent the whole last point going on about how sad i am was, well i’m not right now. which is so weird. i think this has more to do with the fact that i realised that i don’t wanna spend my last month here crying and whining about how little time we have left. I should spend this time happy and enjoying with my friends and not worrying about time.

Time is a bitch. we all know that. so there’s no use worrying about something i can’t change.

coming back to what i do best – talk about random shizz. i’m having too many cold drinks these days, mainly flavored soda. but its still not good. i have a feeling that as soon as i’m done with my degree and am back home, my mums gonna make me go to a gym. Ugh, i’m never gonna get to rest.

i’m scared right now. not of the future, but of the dark. i’m all alone in the room, and never in my 4 years of hostel life has it happened that i’ve stayed in the hostel alone. its scary.

wanna know another thing that can act as a time capsule? A Song. yep, a song. atleast i think so. each time i listen to a song, a new memory or moment is attatched to it, that i’m reminded of the next time i listen to the song. i can attach new memories to it, remove old ones, its perfect.

Another Snapshot in Time

Muse. –  i’ve been listening to them quite alot for the past few days.  So they completely define this THIS current moment in time for me.

I leave you with -

This has been on repeat for so many days. i dunno why Muse fans don’t like it that much.

 I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognise your beauty’s not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

                            

&,

cause they accept that Teddy’s are evil. and i appreciate them for that.

Tags: college, growing up, humor, life, muse, teddy bears, time capsule, undisclosed desires

Never wanted to dance, with nobody not you!

Woah! its been ages since i posted here! *sigh*

i’m lazy. its genetic.

just about a month more of college left, and as was expected i’m starting to get all sentimental. Spent 4 years in this place, and even though i might not neccesarily miss the city, i will miss my friends. alot! and no matter how many times we say that we’ll stay in touch, it never does remain the same. You move on in your life, they move on theirs, and now i’m crying. Thank you WordPress.

BUT there’s still a month, and just 4 exams and 2 practicals and one project submission in the middle, so i’m sure we can still have loads of fun! Speaking of endings, my friends finally decided to let me in on a Top Secret that they’ve been hiding for the past 2.5 years. thats almost 3 years! i would die if i had to keep a secret so long! in our second year, one of my friends feel for this guy and they went out, and then they started fighting and we kind of intervened to sort out their troubles and they eventually broke up, she went into depression for a whole semester and flunked in every subject. As proof of how zoned out i can get, i forgot about all of this, and never wondered why they broke up, all i knew was is that i’m supposed to be pissed with this dude. and i was. still am.

The point is that on friday they finally decided to tell me why they broke up, and it turns out that the dude had fallen for someone else, and that someone else is me. (no exclamation here, it really won’t do justice to how i felt at that point of time). and i’m flabbergasted! (lovely word!) if they wouldn’t have told me i would have never gotten to know. never ever. i’m daft. and blind. i kind of get why they didn’t tell me earlier though, i would most probably punched that dude, and drowned in guilt over what happened to my friend. even though i didn’t really do anything. but still.

and as i re-read this now, i realise that this is a very weird post for me. i don’t write stuff like this. but i needed to put it down before i forget. :/

hmm, what else, oh yeah! i won a CD in a contest! never ever won anything in a contest before so i’m super jazzed.  and i had to get reference forms filled by my chairman and i teacher for a scholarship. in the column for ‘areas to improve upon’ the sir wrote ‘weak in solving numerical’ and as i’m gonna have to do numerical wherever i go, i have a feeling that that’s not gonna help. And the Chairman filled the whole form amazingly, and then wrote my name wrong. Turns out that in the 4 years he’s known he didn’t know my name. I’m gonna miss him.

the title of the post, btw is a song by Mindless Self Indulgence, they’re a band. i first heard of these guys when i got to know the line up for the 2007 Projekt Rev. i kinda always make it a point to check out all the bands that LP includes in PR, cause mostly they’re amazing. they Palcebo on this tour too!

check it out -

I’m amazed!
I’m afraid!
I am too cool for the second..GRADE!
There is nothing!–
You can do!–
That I have not already done to myself…HEY!

Tags: college, friends, humor, life, mindless self indulgence, relationships

i need to improve my english.

Something that is a hindrance or puts an individual or group at a disadvantage, or something that someone is responsible for, or something that increases the chance of something occurring (i.e. it is a cause).

 

^ is what Liability means.

My dad just called me that. Ouch.

but it was in his i’m-really-pissed-right-now-cause-i-forgot-to-send-you-the-car-and-i-can’t-accept-that-i-wrong-voice.

whatever, my brother called Goyle once, i think that’s worse.

Tags: dad, humor, liability, life

Love Will Eat You Alive

Lets just let the music out!!

| this is what i’m listening to right now |

LostAlone – Love Will Eat you Alive

(if you’ve not heard the rest of their stuff, then go do it! they are amazing!)

Placebo – Ashtray Heart

Mindless Self Indulgence – Never wanted to Dance

Chase & Status – Embrace ft. White Lies

Drift – Forty Foot Echo

i’m indebted to One Tree Hill for the amazing music they introduced me to. always.

Phantom Planet – Big Brat

another OTH relic

|| thats it for now, i guess, there are really different songs from the ones i had last time||

Tags: ashtray heart, big brat, Chase & Status, drift, Embrace, forty foot echo, lostalone, love will eat you alive, mindless self indulgence, music, never wanted to dance, one tree hill, phantom planet, placebo, White Lies

this post has no title

it really doesn’t. cause i have no idea what to even write about. nothing is happening in my life worth writing about. NOTHING!! i mean, c’mon, there should be something funny/lame/happy/annoying going on that i can put down here, but nope, i’ve got nothing.

oh yeah, just a month left! and no i’m starting to feel it, the whole oh my god! i spent 4 years of my life here! i’ll miss my friends scene. I’m kind of glad though, if i hadn’t been even a little sad, i would be heartless. even if the place sucks, studies are boring, food is bad etc. etc. i have some pretty amazing friends. i’ll miss them a lot! Also, this place did help me become a better person, so that is really big thing

oooh! before i forget, i won a contest today! it was twitter ( who would’ve thought?) and i won the new LINKIN PARK CD – LIVING THINGS! how amazing is that?!?! finally i won something, its usually my brother who gets lucky, though i think winning an iPhone 4S is beyond the scopes of just lucky.

Ciao, for now, and i’ll be back when i actually have something worthwhile to say/write about. I leave you with this, enjoy!

Tags: burn it down, college, growing up, hostel, humor, life, linkin park

keep your mood away from me please.

yep, another post within a few hours. i’ve done this before haven’t i? i guess i have, i can’t remember. i have an exam tommorow, something to do with material handling in a plant, but i don’t really care, ofcourse. and either ways, i don’t have notes, so i can’t study, i borrowed some from a classmate, read it and gave ‘em back, and i’m done!

 

after that enticing detailed description of my studying process that i’m sure you all loved, ’cause you’re awesome that way. i’m here to talk about me today. as usual. i mean this is what this blog is turning into right? a self obsessed blog. i’m turning into something i always wanted to be – Darth Vader. its funny how life turns out, you get what you always wanted to be, at the most unexpected of times. But my fascination for Darth Vader is a topic for another time.

 

earlier, if my roomie or people around me would be pissed, it would affect my mood, and i would become sullen too, and then they would get up become alright, but it would take me quite some time to get back to normal, which would then lead to issues. but it doesn’t happen anymore, which is awesome!!! I am the master of my own mood now! in your face!

 

Tags: away, darth vader, hostel, humor, life, mood